Monday, September 29, 2008

eat your prayers

The path of our little Home On Earth blog team (Ruby and Andy) has diverged for a few weeks while Andy is off to Egypt and Morocco for work. He flew to Cairo from St. Louis (now that was a jolting reality shakeup!) and I began poking my way across the continent in Magnolia alone. He'll fly back to Albuquerque in November and we'll continue our westward flow together. It makes for very interesting communication between us - I'm in Santa Fe (more about that later) and he has just finished a tour in Egypt and now has a few days rest before heading to Morocco. I hope you enjoy the juxtaposition of our current "stories" as much as we do! Watch out for whiplash!

Greetings from Alexandria! The last time I was here with a group, last March, the whole day was colored by my severe case of gastroenteritis (what the guides delicately call "Mummy Tummy"). Today, I felt fine, but the day was also colored, this time by a sandstorm that had blown in from the desert and dusted the air, the cars, the houses, our nostrils and skin with a fine brown powder. As we toured around the city, everything was seen through a sand-colored filter. Strange, interesting light. I wanted to wander around just taking photos of people wandering through the haze, but duty called so instead I trailed along from Pompey's Pillar to the Roman Amphitheater to the Biblioteca Alexandrina with my gang of U.S. tourists.

Now it's evening, the dust storm has calmed and my belly is full. I am in my room at the Helnan Palestine Hotel where there is some great live oud music happening down in the garden courtyard near the sea. I went out tonight with "the guys", my Egyptian colleagues Walid, Tamer and Hassan, along with Rabia, the taciturn bus driver with the shy, radiant smile, to break their fast in town. This time, no KFC. We went instead to a very popular down-home Egyptian restaurant called "Hosny". What a scene! The place was jammed with people, waiters, flames shooting off the grill, food piled up on plates. It looked like the floor of the New York Stock Exchange on a busy trading day. With much negotiation and gesturing, Walid and Tamer talked us into a table for five. It was already piled with plates of hummus, tadziki, salads, fresh pita bread and lots of glasses of juice. We sat down and waited, just as everyone else in the place was doing. There was a low buzz of talking and the bustling of waiters, but the atmosphere was subdued. Then, about 5:50, the sound of the muezzin of a nearby mosque sounded outside and, with a short, almost silent individual prayer, everyone began eating. I've never experienced anything quite like it. A whole population of people who had been fasting since daybreak all digging in at once, with relief and joy and chewing and swallowing. At first, it was fairly quiet, everyone intent on their food and drink. Then the talking began to swell and people started calling to the waiters for this and that to be brought to their table. Grilled lamb and beef, plates of shrimp, bowls of beef broth poured out of the kitchen. It was a great, happy letting out of breath, almost in unison.

I had eaten breakfast and lunch, but this was not a moment for abstaining. I dug in with the rest of them, avoiding raw vegetables and juice mixed with tap water. With great satisfaction, Tamer lit a cigarette and took a deep lungful. Ah! The conversation swirled around in Arabic, giving me a chance to watch the rest of the diners, then would swing back to English. Hassan, an intense, funny 27 year old, declared grandly that he wanted to have two more wives who would work and support him (he has one wife and two young children). I told him he was having Ramadan delusions. Walid laughed at him and said, "One wife is plenty!"
By the time we finished, there was a huge pile of plates, stacked artistically on the table behind us. We adjourned to a seaside coffee shop for glasses of black tea with fresh mint leaves and (for the other guys) a water pipe ("sheesha"). We talked about this funny business of touring people around the world while the big TV blared strange soap operas. Then we came back here to the hotel to sample some of the pastries – very sweet and sticky -- that Tamer had bought in preparation for Iftar. It was a good evening.

Much love and gritty, sandy kisses.

Monday, September 22, 2008

meet Dorothy, superhero

After several weeks in Missouri, we have gone in separate directions. Andy is now sailing down Ihe Nile river, sharing Ramadan with his Egyptian counterparts (and the traditional "Iftar" breaking the fast, at the not-so-traditional KFC!). He will, hopefully post more here in a few days. I have spent the last week crossing America's heartland whose waterways are known only locally - Salt Creek, Frog Creek, Neosho River, Wolf Creek, Cottonwood River.

Disappointingly, we did not manage to convert Magnolia to run on grease, though we did build a back porch for her which will, eventually, hold the grease barrels when we DO convert. Too much got in the way of that plan, but I persevered (with more than a little trepidation) to continue driving west burning dynodiesel (literally burning fuel from the time of the dinosaurs and, needless to say, nonrenewable) to the tune of almost $150/ day. It is expensive and not sustainable by any standards I apply, but we have no other plan - yet.

Driving across Kansas, I found that I was needing some help to navigate the recurring feelings that were getting in the way of getting to the heart and maybe the soul of this place and its people. In Emporia, Kansas I was excited to spot a sign for a farmer's market on Saturday. I grabbed the canvas bag and stopped to get some cash with visions of fresh corn, carrots, maybe some tomatoes dancing in my head. I found a sad little gathering of awnings with corporate logos on them selling plastic luggage made in China, some sort of bottled Thai flavoring that came in 3 heat variations, crackers with cheese from Wisconsin (no samples) and a demonstration of barbecuing ribs and corn. The cops were hanging out there, maybe they expected some radical elements?! How was THIS a farmer's market???? Where are the farmers?

Maybe you can see the trouble I was having keeping away from the "who ARE these people anyway?" I fear that I might have been wearing my provincial Vermont-ey privilege like a teflon body wrap. So what did I do?? Some years ago, while teaching at a camp (oh OK, I'll out myself here - a "witch" camp. If your interest is piqued, check this out: http://www.starhawk.org/) our teaching team did a skit for talent night in which each of us portrayed a different super hero. I was Dorothy (Wizard of Oz fame, of course). I can't remember exactly what my powers were- something to do with innocence and telling the truth and caring... So here I was in the birthland of the mighty Dorothy! I even had my Dorothy dress tucked away in the drawer, so I put it on, took off my boots and jeans and - ta da - Dorothy leaped onto the scene! Here I am (ahem, that is here is Dorothy striking a pose on Maggie's back porch). Still awaiting my ruby slippers, though...

Under her mighty and mysterious powers (and even without the ruby slippers) I managed to break through the fog of republican spun goo about "those other folks aren't like us" that has much of our headspace in its thrall. In full aspect as Dorothy, I imagined myself and the folks I met as ambassadors of some place or time, meeting other ambassadors from their respective place/time. I was Ruby, ambassador from small town Vermont meeting Pam from Alabama (she took the picture, and takes care of her grandchildren while her daughter is at work) and Fred no longer a farmer, Cecil from "up river" (the Arkansas, that is) who had to sell his cattle, Mabel and Bob, retired, the woman in the panhandle who couldn't help me take the solar panel off Maggie's roof because her husband wasn't home and I couldn't use their ladder because the wind was too strong and ...well, her husband wasn't home, and the woman and her father who did help me who said that everyone had moved into town because it was too hard to make it out here (on the panhandle, that is). In Vonnegut's words, and so it goes... The heartland is suffering. We are all in "this" together, says Dorothy.

In the spirit of the equinox, I happened on to a lovely balance to the Emporia farmer's market disappointment miles further down the road. I picked as many as I could reach or shake out of the tree. I could have used a gosh darn ladder!